Here I am! did ya miss me? Ive been pretty busy. working, playing, working on bears.. all the same old same old! My life doesn't change much from day to day. But that's probably a good thing. I really have not been very creative.. I guess that is different for me as I've always lived to create. I've just not been very inspired or ambitious I guess. but I did make these pillows last week. That's it though other then bears for bear orders.. I do have a little something rattling around in my brain though.
Ive been to the lake at the end of the road a few times the last couple weeks and have been to the beach twice so far this beachy season! Im actually considering taking my tea down to the lake in the mornings before work. The lake is really the only place I ever feel truly relaxed. Work has been awful. I've always loved my job. but I'm afraid I have to admit that I'm feeling very burned out. Too much going on in my case loads, and I am so very far behind. I have never ever thought about leaving my job until recently. now Im seriously wondering if I can hang on til I can retire. My little light is going dim and its effecting me outside of work as well. .. lets just hope and pray that things will get better.... but I think they are going to get worse.
Ok.. I usually don't talk about work. I so very much wish I could give reasons. but I have to be very generic when I talk about my job. sooo anyways,...
Its supposed to be a hot, sunny weekend.. I have friday off and I plan on parking my butt at the lake all three days morning til its time to go home for dinner. I might go to the library and find a book to read or maybe I'll just pack a stack of old magazines, fill a cooler with ice tea and some healthy and not so healthy snacks and pretend the rest of the world doesnt exist! Doesn't that sound good? lol! I actually have beach date with some girlfriends on sunday. Im looking forward to that. but friday and saturday I'll be on my own.
I do have a little project brewing that will involve these black and white pics of my pies. so I will stay home long enough one day to work on those. Actually I'll just work on them in the early mornings before I head out to the beach. I'll post pics when they are finished.
well, I just wanted to pop in for a minute. sorry Im a sucky bloggy friend these days.. and that Im whining.
still love you all! have a great day!