"PLease Dear God...Let this precious baby survive all this... Let him be strong and healthy.... amen "
this is sooo hard...
Jacob had a rough night last night.. His blood pressure and oxygen levels dropped very low and he had to be given a blood transfusion...
then tonight again after they moved him around a bit the same thing happen.
yesterday his blood oxygen level was 80.. tonight it was 60.. Please keep praying.. and forgive me if my blog becomes all about Jacob for a while..
oh.. i got a new car today.. but it doesnt excite me in the least.. I cant think of anything except jacob. I had a melt down tonight. no one wanted to go to the hospital with me, or could go.. Tony said he'd take me after he did something else and I sort of fell apart while on the phone with a dear friend... she came and went to the hospital with me.. she wasnt allowed to see him though. I did.. I was surprised to see him hooked up to so many more things tonight. he even has ivs going into veins in his head.. his mouth,both feet, both arms his head his chest, his belly and even his little baby boy parts are all attached to stuff. I saw him by myself and just stood there praying for angels to surrround him and for God to allow him to live.