Wednesday, November 10, 2010

OUT.. OF ... CONTROL....


Quite seriously.. I have been on a binge...
eating.. eating... eating...
everything and anything in sight.. breads, donuts, ice cream, cookies, cake...
pizza and chicken wings..
I dont know what happen to me....
before I gain all of my weight back!
Its my Roberts 22nd birthday , so I have to eat cake!
and ice cream
and I had to have pizza and wings..
This has been going on for a couple weeks though
and I'm really am having trouble getting back under control..
send up a quick prayer for me that I dont eat myself into oblivian!!
vivian oblivian!
fat vivian oblivian!
big fat vivian oblivian!
I fell off the wagon...
and I have to get back on .
or maybe tomorrow, then I can have one last BIG bowl of ice cream..
with walnuts, m&ms and choc sauce on it!

out of control!

Gotta go clean up this mess!! thats out of control too...
see yas tomorrow!


Thimbleprims Studio said...

I don't know if this is helpful, sweet friend, but I wanna come binge with you. : ) Those pics of yummy things!
I'm trying to think of something to help you. . . . how about taking a break from the yummy things and grabbing a bunch of fruit and eating it and drinking lots and lots of water. Do you think that would fight off at least some of the bingeing, if you fill yourself up with fruit and water, and maybe fruit juices, too? Or maybe fix up a quick filling salad that has hardboiled egg in it and a little shredded cheese on it and THEN have the fruit, fruit juice and water????
If I can come up with anything else, I'll comment again.
Lots of love, Vivian,

April but some call me Prilyy said... just made me hungry ;)

Mary Isabella and Kiley too! said...

What mess????? Looks to me like you have really been creating something special...hugs...m..

Diane said...

Well while reading your Post I just had myself a mini Baby Ruth and it was good! Hugs, Diane

Kai said...

First of all, I'm an IDIOT because I forgot in the post below to tell you I think your bears are absolutely WONDERFUL! As for the binge eating, don't think so much about gaining the weight. Think of how great you were feeling when you were eating healthy. You are BEAUTIFUL regardless of any 'size' you may be at any given moment! But extra weight FEELS bad 'cause it steals energy, ability to move easily, etc. I should know. SIGH. I want YOU to be able to SOAR, Viv! So I say, "Use YOUR wings & unhand those chicken wings!" LOL!

Ess D'Ess Bears said...

Boy Viv! And I thought I was messy. LOL!!
Keep those hands so busy crafting and you won't have any free to put anything into your mouth ... why do you think I'm always hand sewing?
Thanks for are in the draw!
Warmest Hugs,
Sandi @ Ess D'Ess Bears

kathy said...

WEll dear Vvvy as I just ate a miniature Heath bar and a little min pack of whoppers -- I guess i cannot comment -- Except -- Don 't beat yourself up __ JUST focus on how cute you were this summer in your swimsuit !!- Trying to do better here -- and what mess ????lol - I call that delicious -
creativity HUGZ _ KATHY - GA ♥

Thimbleprims Studio said...

Kai's post is right on. Kai, that is a beautiful comment. Definitely, as another person who knows (unfortunately), the excess weight FEELS really bad. It turns you into something that feels like a human paperweight, something that just wants to park itself here and there.
But, also, please don't beat yourself up over a lapse-even kind of an extended one. You haven't messed up that badly and you can jump right back onto your plan and ride your pretty bike. Go biking and revel in the fall colors. And, also, listen to music as much as you can when you're cleaning or crafting or whatever. It will elevate your mood and next thing you know, you will be dancing and not thinking about food. And, drink the water!
Love you,

BucksCountyFolkArt said...

Glad I'm not the only one!